Fabulous Anal Sex!

Anal sex is not something that we do very often. Truthfully, it happens a few times a year. It used to be something that N wanted (or seemed to want) pretty regularly, but sadly, not so much any more. I say sadly because I think it is because of me that he doesn't crave it anymore.

A few months ago, I told N that I wanted to start having anal sex more often. When we do it, I am always able to orgasm, as is he, so other than the initial hassle of getting it started, I don't know why we don't do it more often. Several years ago it was so annoying to get it started. N would move VERY slowly (at my request) because of the pressure and discomfort that I felt. Eventually he would work up to full fledged thrusting, but not before quite a bit of time had elapsed. I think we pretty much both abandoned anal because it was too labor intensive (it seemed that we were sex-ing at a snail's pace) and uncomfortable/painful at times.

So, fast forward to earlier this year. The porns that we have been renting/buying all have at least one anal scene in them and after watching women get fucked in the ass over and over, I think I developed a stronger desire to do it. I was envious that they appeared to enjoy it so much. That is what prompted me to tell N how I was feeling about wanting it more.

It just so happens that I have a bladder infection right now and per doctor's orders, (regular) sex is completely out of the question until the antibiotics have run their course. This restriction does absoultely nothing to satisfy my horniness...just cause I have an infection doesn't mean that I am any less horny, dammit! For the last two years or so of our relationship we have been having sex pretty much daily, and multiple times a day...WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE SEX???

Frustrated (mostly sexually) more than you can imagine, I told N that we were going to have to work something out. I had already sucked his beautiful pink cock twice in two days and I needed to get off too! (in all honesty, one of the times I was playing with my pussy while sucking him off and while I came close to cumming, I didn't. N decided to have mercy on me and masturbate me manually to orgasm. But nothing is the same has having him buried inside of me, which brings us to Sunday night...

I told him that i needed something...anything...even anal. Fortunately for me, he decided to take me up on the offer. I was a little nervous about it at first cause it had been a long time since the last time we did it that way. Sensing my tense-ness, N decided to warm me up my kissing, licking, and sucking on my neck...a very erogenous zone for me and a sure fire way to help me loosen up. It didn't take long for me to become very aroused and ready for him. I got on my knees doggie style, N lubed up and proceeded to enter me from behind. When he pressed his dick into the opening of my ass, I swear it felt 10 times bigger than it ever had! I told him so and that gave us a laugh. There was a lot of pressure, but it wasn't painful. He continued to stroke my erogenous zones with his lips and tongue and soon he was able to slide in.

Things started off fairly slow...but I talked him through it...encouraging him to move faster. One thing I hate about anal sex is having to move one millimeter at a time. That night it probably took about a minute for him to get mostly in and then an additional 1/2 minute or so to be all the way inside me. I was on my knees playing with my clit and watching him in the mirror. That was a HUGE turn on...I like watching him lay it on me. I continued to play with my clit and noticed that my pussy lips started to fill up. Plus, his dick in my ass was feeling very good. I felt my nipples harden and I knew it was on...

N proceeded to fuck me from behind until I came. Once the last ripples of my orgasm and finished coursing through my body, I flipped over onto my back so that he could get at it from that angle. With N pressing my legs open and leaning against them, my ass was off of the bed. I could tell that he was very aroused at this point, and I suppose that his arousal came from knowing that I had just cum from him fucking me in there. I swear that it was about 2 minutes into this 'new' position that I felt my cum soup brewing and I warned him that I was going to cum again. I started talking dirty to him...

"you like fuckin' me in my ass?..."

"yeah, babe...get it good"

"fuck that ass real good..."

"don't stop, babe...fuck me harder"

"you missed this shit, didn't cha?

I could tell that N's orgasm was getting closer...he tilted his head back and closed his eyes drawing his lips into his mouth with a great look of concentration on his face. I was so turned on watching him and knowing what he was doing to me that I started cumming again. I continued to talk nasty to him, loving the sound of the words that were coming out of my mouth.

Just before he came, my final orgasm flooded my body. My body was convulsing slightly and this one was very intense and very WET. So wet that my juice had dripped down toward where all the action was and his final thrusts into me caused some of my cum to splash about onto our bodies. He pulled out and came on my stomach and tits, rubbing it in...TALK ABOUT HOT!!!

I hope that this is how anal sex is from now on....This could definitely become habit forming.

Female Ejaculation

I have a little secret that I have been keeping from N. To tell you the truth, this is a new secret...one that has been consuming my mind for only the past few months. Lately, I am totally obsessed with being able to ejaculate, or squirt, during sex. About 4 months ago me and N went to a local 'love botique' and looked around. We inevitably ended up at the adult film section and it was at that point that I began looking at what was labelled "hard core" videos. In this section was a video named "Reverse Bukkake" and after looking at the pictures, my pussy started to burn.

For whatever reason, I downplayed my arousal and expressed faked my disinterest in the video. We ended up getting a different, 'regular' video instead: black and white men fucking black women (for the most part). Black women really turn N on so since the point is to get aroused, we get videos with black women in them so that he experiences the video the same way I do. Anyway, we went home and got to it...

The next day after I got off work, I went back to the botique and purchased the squirting video. I raced home so that I could sample it before N came home from work. By the second or third squirt scene, I was close to cumming. When my orgasm came, it was so intense and so exhilirating. I kept massaging my bean and in time, brought myself to orgasm again.

About a month or so later, N was fucking me hard and deep one afternoon and to my amazement, I began to squirt. We BOTH saw it happen and let me tell you...I WAS SO FUCKING TURNED ON BY IT!!! Since then I have wondered what happened and how I can make it happen again. Fortunately, after it happened I asked N how he felt about it and he was cool with it. He told me that at first he thought I was peeing on him, but then realized that it was cum. He admitted that he liked seeing it and that it didn't bother him. (read about it)

So, every time that we have had sex since then, I have hoped and waited for my cum to spray out...wishing for it to. Last Friday it happend again, but unfortunately N didn't get to see it like I did. We were on the edge of the bed, my ass hanging off and N standing up. I was holding my legs open and N was holding my pussy lips open. He was pounding into me. I was watching and low and behold the cum started to come out again like water from a low pressure water fountain. The way that N was slamming into me made my juice splash up towards my boobs and face. I thirstily lapped at one of the droplets that landed near my mouth. My pussy was sopping wet and I was diggin' it so much! Later I asked Niko if he had seen it and he said that he saw it a little bit, but not really. He knew what had happend based on how wet I was and the 'water' that covered me down there.

So, 2 days ago I visited Lover's Lane in search of books that would give me a better sense of what was happening to my pussy. Truth be told, I wanted to find out how to control my pussy fountain and squirt as often as I wanted to. I found a great resource titled "Female Ejaculation & the G-Spot" by Deborah Sundahl (link) and bought it. Today, when N had left for a few hours, I perched myself in front of the mirror with lube and cyber cock in tow and got to work. In about a 30 minute session I came 3 times and squirted 2 of those times, with intermittent squirting in between.

Words cannot adequately discribe how fucking turned on I was watching the cum dribble, shot, and spray out of me...and I was controlling it! I have masturbated more times than I can remember to thinking about N sucking on my pussy while I spray into his mouth. Even just typing about it has gotten me hot.

So, this is my secret that I have not told N. I have admitted to him that I have liked it both times that it has happend, but I have completely downplayed what a turn on it is.

So, what should I do? Should I continue to downplay it? Should I be upfront about it? How should I tell him? What would you do?

Drop me an email and let me know...