January 29, 2006

Sex message

Last week, I told N that I wanted him to tell/ask me for a blow job the next time he wanted one. I had determined in my mind that no matter how much I thought about it and wanted to make suggestions to him that I wanted to give him one, I was not going to bring it up at all and wait for him to let me know that he wanted it.

Yesterday I was playing the piano and he passed by saying "your phone just beeped...you must have a message" to which I replied that I had not heard my phone ring or beep at all. He was heading outside to the garage to work. I promptly got up to investigate the situation and found my cell phone. I flipped it open and found that I had a text message. It read:

Lick my PENIS like a creamy cone
and suck it hard with them fat lips [pic of juicy pink lips]
till I cum [animated pic of a face making an exaggerated "WOW" face]

I must confess that I regularly send N messages like this full of naughty and suggestive invitations...but he has never sent me a message like this, so as I read it, I became instantly aroused. To his message I replied:

Is that what U want?
Thought you'd never ask!
I've been waitn.
Come let me suck your cock
till it sprays all in my mouth.
I got this.

He came in from the shop after a few minutes and headed straight upstairs. His mom (she lives with us) was having a conversation with me and I lost all ability to focus...here words were soundling like Charlie Brown's mother as I fantasized about what N was doing now that he had been upstairs for about 5 minutes all alone.

When I got to our bedroom and opened the door, he was laying on the bed and a porn had just started getting good on the screen. After a little bit of chit chat and teasing, I unzipped his pants and grabbed his limp dick and put it in my mouth. I started gently sucking it and swirling my tongue around the tip and along the sides. Within a few seconds he was growing and after less than a minute, he was fully erect and ready to be pleased by my mouth.

Is that what you wanted? I asked as I continued to lick his cone.

Yes, he replied.

What's up with the message? I asked.

I've been working on sending you that for the past 3 days...I wanted it to be 'just right' when I sent it.

I was already aroused at this point, but knowing that he had been wanting me to and thinking of me sucking his dick for the last 3 days drove more than. I could feel my clit swelling in my panties and my heart rate had noticably (to me) increased. I took my mouth off of him only long enough to strip down to my birthday suit, and readjust my body so that I was I was not blocking his view of the fuck scene that was taking place on the tv.

I sucked him for about 5 minutes. I could tell that he was close to coming, but that he was holding back to prolong it even further. Such a fucking tease, he is! The hole in the top of his fantastically swollen head opened up a millimeter or so more and lucky for me, when it did this it released tantalizing little driplets of his fuck juice...just enough to make me moan. He asked me why I was moaning and I told him that I tasted a little bit of it and he said 'oh yeah, you want some more?" "Hell fucking yeah" I told him and that is when he put his hand over mine and sqeezed my grip a little firmer and my head started to bob faster up and down the length of his shaft with my hand while working my magic on his head. We were both enjoying this moment.

I don't think Niko realizes that I know how much he likes to watch me sucking him off like that. I could feel his orgasm coming closer and closer so I stopped sucking and told him that I wanted to switch positons so that I was laying on my back with my head propped up on the pillows with him straddled over my face. In this position, he can grab ahold of the headboard and watch me more closely as I take all of him into my mouth and, it gives him easy access to touch my aching pussy and send me into orgasm, should he feel so inclined.

At this point the lips of my pussy were feeling so swollen that I swore that they would pop and my clit was standing erect begging for some attention. If his luscious pussy sucking lips had even just slightly brushed up against it, I would have come instantly.

I continued pleasing my man for a few minutes more, and with each thrust that he drove his cock into my mouth, I eagerly waited for that taste that a woman who loves sucking cock can't get enough of...

I felt his fingers probing at me down there and my hungry little pussy lapped up the attention like a starved animal. I knew he was not far from coming and aside from being completely turned on by the cum drops that I had just tasted, the extra sensations that I was getting from his finger(s) was sending my mind into sensory overload.

The next words to come out of his mouth were some utterance of a warning that he was about to come, but I was totally lost in the moment when I felt... tasted... drank the warm, delicious liquid that shot from his pulsing cock. I moaned uncontroably and greedily sucked his tip, begging for more to come out.

He remained straddled over me as I finished him off right by sucking and licking his fat creamy cone.

January 22, 2006

Quickie

It is an awesome thing when we agree that we just want, no...that we need to fuck to the point that we decide to drop whatever we are doing and get busy humping.

Niko was in the garage working so I went out there to hang with him. While I was out there, I got the urge to finish off the "cigarette" he had made for me night before, so I lit it up and soon started to feel real good. I convinced him to share some of it with me and soon I started thinking about having him inside of me.

I don't know what it is about smoking that stuff, but it makes me so damn horny! N knows this and after spending about 10 minutes more or so in the garage, I confessed that I was ready to have that dick that I love shoved up in me. He smiled, laughed and with a dimple in his cheek asked "Oh, you ready to get fucked, aren't ya?"

I wanted to open the door of the car that he was working on, rip my jeans and striped panties off, kneel on my hands and knees in the rear driver-side door with my ass poking up in the air...wag it back and forth slowly like a pendulum and hypnotize his dick. I wanted him to not only see how hot I was for him, but to smell it from the delicious aroma being emitted from my aroused pussy. If he had come at me from behind while I was make-believe-fucking his face in the air and taken my pouty pussy lips, spread them apart and lapped at my twitching hole like an animal on a hot summer day, I swear that I would have come on his face so fast that it would have drowned him.

Instead, I replied to him "Yeah...you up for a quickie? Let's do it doggy style." Two minutes later we were in the house stripped down to our undies eagerly kissing and groping. Somehow I ended up on top of him and I started moving my healthy hips and ass in a continual up-and-down figure eight motion. I could feel his engorged cock poking at my underwear...his only barrier to my hot spot which was begging for me to grant permission for it to slide in. I continued to tease his tip mercilessly and knew without a doubt that he could feel the wet, creamy circle in the crotch of my panties growing in diameter.

I wanted to order him to take my panties off, holding the crotch portion to up to his face. I wanted him to deeply inhale the aroma of my desire and tell me how good it smelled and how it made him want to be able to taste it first hand. I wish he had taken that same creamy wet area of my panties in his mouth, and teasingly licked and sucked it while I continuted to straddle over him, fingering myself and watching his every move. I wish that when I was about to come, he would have slithered down the bed so that his face was beneath my throbbing bare-as-a-baby's-butt pussy and that he would have opened his mouth and caught that shit with his tongue letting me know that he fucking loved tasting it as he sucked it out of me.

Instead, after a few more minutes of erotic dry humping, I removed the barrier and we were finally able to get this quickie started. With slow up and down movements, I tantalized his cock, making it rise up and dance like an Arabian snake to my sweet pussy music. He caught my rhythm and moved with me, each grind bringing us closer and closer to ecstasy. I started to moan silently, but that moan turned into a growling hiss as I rode him fiercely and got that dick as far as possible inside of me. Knowing that it was feeling too good too fast, I abruptly got off of him and told him "this isn't the way we said we were going to do it" as I got on all fours and slid two pillows under my stomach. He already knew what this meant, and assumed the position to take advantage of this opportunity.

Truth be told, doggy style is my favorite position and it makes me come the quickest. His dick automatically searches for my G-spot, quickly finds it and starts massaging it, teasing it, loving it...just like I want it. Within a few minutes, my clit is begging for some attention so I put some Wet on my finger and start circling. As my clit swells, I know that I don't have much more time...it's starting to build...he's bringing me closer and closer...my pussy starts grabbing at his cock, reaching for it, expecting it's next move. Expanding. Contracting. The sound of our fucking gets louder and louder as I get wetter and wetter. He starts pulling back all the way so that the ridge of his tip teases my pussy mouth.

At this point, I can't wait for him any longer and I let my cum engulf him, crowning him with the creamy white trophy that my greedy little pussy had made just for him. When my body stops twitching, he tells me to flip over so that he can mount me on top, his favorite way, and mash my knees to the headboard so that I am wide open and more easily accessible. He continues to stroke my spot, hard and fast. Quick thrusts...quicker...quicker...when his cum sprays into me I wish that I had asked him out loud to pull out and put his cock in my mouth so that I could taste it as our eyes lock and we savor the moment together, grateful for our 15 minute quickie.

January 17, 2006

Needed to Release

After hinting several times to Niko that I needed some dick but still not getting any, I decided to take matters into my own hands. Usually, I choose to masturbate in private and not announce it, although I do fess up if asked. Ever since I gave him a steamy hot BJ the other night, I have been extremely aroused and the only point of release until this point was to play in the shower before going to work yesterday morning. For a quick release all I need to do is detach the shower head and hold it close to my throbbing, swollen clit with one hand while I use the fingers of my other hand so hold back the fleshy hood protecting it. Once I expose that aching bean to that hot stream of water...it's all over! On average all I need is about 5 minutes of this before I hit the top and start convlusing uncontroably.

Today, I needed to release. And not eventually...RIGHT NOW, DAMMIT! I didn't go to to work and had nothing better to do than sit around and watch films and read erotic books that left me aching. I told N that he needed to take care of it or I would have to. He acted like he had so much stuff to do but I know what he wanted...it drives him absolutly crazy to think of me jamming my fingers into my pussy while spanking my clit. He wanted to come across as being too busy so that I would get in the shower and do just that and then he would come in and catch me in the act. He gets an instant hard on at the thought of catching me. So, I told him he had lost his chance and I grabbed "Mr. Wiggles" and turned the shower on.

I really didn't think it would take so long to get aroused, but it did. Knowing that N was close by and could at any moment 'catch' me in the act just kept fucking with my mind. For some reason the thought of him seeing me that vulnerable distracts my focus and makes it harder for me to focus on my goal: freeing my cum. So, I started out as I always do by touching my clit. I like to use my left hand to slightly lift the hood covering my clit until just a little bit of the sensitive nugget (we refer to it as my 'bean') lying beneath is exposed. Then I take my the index and ring finger of my right hand and start making slow, circular motions...like you would to caress the tip of a thumb tack. After a few minutes my clit is starting to swell so I detach the shower head and hold it close to my now swollen and throbbing bean while I use the fingers of my other hand to contiune making faster clockwise circular motions. After a minute or so more of this, it's time to dive in. My pussy is hot and bothered and begging for some attention.

I snatched Mr. Wiggles, my 8" jelly cock with an amazing imitation head, off of the soap holder and squatted down at the back of the shower. I had my legs spread as far open as the width of the tub would allow me to get them and I stretched the shower head till the gloriously warm streams of water were conveniently beating on my swollen bean. With one swift movement, I jammed that cock past my engorged lips of my opening and into the mouth of a very hungry pussy. In and out...in and out....deeper and deeper. After a minute of this, I knew I was coming close to release. "Come on...yeah, cum on!!!" I kept chanting to myself...but did I just hear a noise? Is that N trying to see what all the splashing is about? Panicked and almost out of breath, I stopped what I was doing, and got out of the shower, but left it running. As I opened the bathroom door, I noticed a shadow quickly dart around the corner.

When I confronted N in the living room, it was clear that he knew what was going on in the bathroom. I told him that I needed him to finish me off cause I wouldn't be able to do it now. I grabbed Mr. Wiggles and went into the bedroom with him following close behind. Without hesitation, I laid on my back, spread my legs open wide so that he could have a good look at my pussy as it whined and begged to be assaulted with his dick. He grabbed the fake cock and got busy taking care of me. While he did that, I resumed the circular motions on my now FAT clit until I begged for him to stop and give me what I really wanted. Obligingly, he finally fucking put his cock into my on-the-verge-of-cumming pussy and fucking worked me over for the next 2 or 3 minutes. He warned me that he was already to the point of cumming himself and so without further ado, I let that shit loose on his beautiful, throbbing, cock and moaned like any woman who hasn't had cock days would.

January 15, 2006

Got a belly full of jelly

So, right now my belly is working on digesting Niko's cum. I just finished sucking him off about a half hour ago. It's taken us a while to get to this point in our relationship, but I'm so glad that we have made it as far as we are.

It didn't take too long for him to splash this time. For whatever reason, I like to look at the clock when I'm just getting started and just after he blows his load. This time took about 11 minutes. Not too bad. And, the bonus is that he hinted at the fact that I'll be able to suck his cock again later tonite. Mmmm. Looking foward to it.

Honestly...and this may sound crazy...he doesn't let me suck his dick often enough. On average, I probably only get to do this a few times a month, which for me is simply not enough. And usually, that is when it is that time of the month for me and then he'll give in. I get turned on doing it. Plain and simple. It hasn't always been that way, but it has been for at least the last year and a half to two years. Maybe even longer.

So, this month is no different...I can't do anything for him right now to pleasure him except jack him off with my lucious DSLs. In a few more days we'll be back to good 'ole fucking. Last night I asked him flat out why he didn't ask me to do that for him more often. He told me that he gets "shy" asking for me to do that to him. As I understand it, men wish women would suck their dicks more often. I sure as shit wouldn't complain if I could get my pussy ate out more regularly. Bring it on! But, I don't ask for Niko to feast on my pussy either. But I really have never been so forthcoming during our entire relationship and so this (me not asking) is nothing new. Niko is the kind of man that knows what he wants and isn't afraid to ask for it...except when it comes to things of a sexual nature.

He doesn't like for me to suck too hard...until he's about to splash, that is. When the cum is in the shaft and about to burst out, he wants me to suck it so hard that sometimes I swear the blood vessels in my mouth are bursting! And the way he moans and groans is SUCH A FUCKING TURN ON! He's not very audible when we fuck, so the only time I get to hear him make the noises that have my pussy sopping wet is when I'm blowing him. It's worth it just for that!

Tonight, he 'guided' me by putting his own hand over mind as I stroked his cock. My tongue swirled on that fat pink head and I made gentle sucking sensations with my lips. Swirl, suck, stroke. Swirl, suck, stroke. He was definitely diggin it. I was into it too.

When he's about to burst, I can ALWAYS tell. That little hole on the tip of his cock opens up even wider just seconds before it all comes out. If I get a little 'sample cum' before this point, that makes it even more enjoyable for me. Sometimes he wants me to move my hand and put all of his throbbing dick into my mouth so that he can spit directly into the back of my throat. This time, he let me do my thing...and that was to continue to stroke him off (while sucking him fiercely as he loves for me to do) and collect his cum altogether so that I could swallow it in one big gulp. My clit is swelling up just thinking about it.